Again, today, I just clicked on a link and read the first thing that popped up. I am assured it was what I was to read as it reminded me of something I am so guilty of. I'll try and explain by telling something I once heard.
Once at a retreat at the beach, I heard someone from CA talk of jumping up each morning, thanking God, and asking Him to be with her throughout the day, etc. and then running out of the house and having suddenly forgotten Him. It was as if she had left Him up on the dresser. I had to smile in agreement for that's how I act most days. It's definitely not how I want to be 'cause I know I can't make it by myself and realize how better off I am when I allow God to have control. It's just that I have been accustomed to running on by myself for so long and I forget.
For today, I want to apologize to God and to ask that He be with me and help me change these habits and to thank Him for what I read.